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It hurts in such an inexplicable way
I try not to weep
Words to describe hard to say
I just know the pain is so deep
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Dreams and visions of a future
Someone to fulfill my life
Now, gone, nothing to nurture
I simply seek a loving wife
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Why do I place my  heart
on my sleeve?
Bearing my soul and mind
So much love I wish to give and receive
Only to be thrown behind
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Now, the loneliness within
Hopes and aspirations
I am lost again
Ideals of love but apparitions
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Yet again my heart
has been crushed
After more than 8 years
You took away my fears
Bringing back
faith in your gender
I gave you my soul
& heart to render
Then just as fast
A thing of the past
No concern or care of my
devotion
Just your own hedonistic
emotion
Everything I said of pure
sincerity
You treated indignantly
Re-instilling my new found
belief
Your gender is not worthy of the grief
And so it will be
Forever to eternity
You betrayed my trust
My heart now an impenetrateable crust
You leave me
to wonder
Your gender to ponder
Nothing but objects of passion
Devoid of true compassion
I will not endure guile
& deceit
Of which I am always in
receipt
A man I am so deep
You have treated so cheap
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Words by ~ô¿ô~ Oz Ray
1998
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